Ok, here’s the deal. I think I’m sick of anonymous sex. This is disgusting, me out of all people (If you knew me you would understand), I am growing a soul?! Since when?!! This can’t be happening to me…I don’t want people to know I have a heart (No matter how small and shriveled)! I find myself at night thinking about love, and the possibilities of a boyfriend…

I’m a capitalist for Gods sake!! I can’t “have emotions” this is a disaster, it will destroy my life as I know it!! Love is a position of weakness, it is at a state of lowered guarded, with no control and no inhibitions, that’s not me!! I’m a manipulative controlling son of a bitch! Help people, what should I do to get rid of these “emotions”?